신뢰...

Why can't friends be more forthcoming?
I got a strong heart.
Not that I will faint knowing the truth.
Trust is now lost.
Completely.

삶의 단순한 즐거움

Beautiful quiet pink sky isn't it? Simple pleasure of life.

파마 예쁘지?

My first hair perm!

Hopefully I can style it just like this everyday!

루이비통!

Spotted mine!!! Awaiting my colleague's return in excitement...

웨딩 프로포즈!

Quite a creative proposal... using placards printed with internet memes. The guy is the co-founder of Nuffnang and his girlfriend, Audrey, a blogger.

컬!



My eyebrowist was encouraging me to do a digital hair perm and I was contemplating whether I should do it? Very nice of her, she took the straightener and started to curl my hair ends so that I can visualize how I will look?

Kinda of like the effect :) 

쫓겨난?

I'm finally going to watch The Avengers tomorrow! I have wanted to watch it ever since it's out but it wasn't easy finding someone to watch it with me. Many had already caught it; others not interested; if not, too busy... sigh it's never easy or was it just me?

I was quite happy last week when a friend had initially agreed to watch it over last Saturday but because of medical appointment-then-changed to-jetlag reason, I was left wondering if the movie's still on? No reply and yup nothing... Somehow, perhaps due to bad experience, I always feel it's rude not to reply texts. Isn't it just basic courtesy? Even if it's way delayed, I will make an attempt to reply because to me it's basic courtesy. Even if it's someone I dislike.

I was upset today... bad migraine plus cramps made it worse. I complained to 2 friends about not being able to find movie kakis. One mentioned she had watched the movie; the other went on and on about everyone having their comfort zone, I should watch it alone blah blah blah...

Hmmm.... how come no one mentioned that she will watch the movie with me?
It's me I guess. I'm the outcast.

수업이 없어!

Woke up at 11am today.
Went for a good swim.
Napped in the afternoon before heading to church.
Meet my ex twin students for dinner.
A rare and relaxing Saturday with no classes!

















Gina and Germaine, my pioneer batch of students whom I will always meet every year for a great catch up!

김현중 싱가폴 팬미팅 2012

He shook my hand and I melted.... though his vocals wasn't as strong as his dancing but he's still an eye candy to watch!

Opening song....

Finally showing off his body!

Cheeky smile!

And another....

I love this photo.... the faces of his fans are just so amusing!

자업자득이에요...

I didn't know why God wants me to know of his news again but I'm sure He has His own reasons. I had lunch with my dance friend today. It has been a long while since we last met and since her office is now very close to mine, we arranged to meet somewhere close for lunch.

We were catching up and she asked if I was attached so I told her my story and asked if she knew of anyone from MasterCard. 'Yes' she replied and asked of his name. The minute she heard of his name, she froze. She told me they are currently working on a 1 million deal with Citibank. Singapore is indeed really small. The person I was searching for... she actually knew him all along.

In the evening, she took a picture of his business card and what's app me. True enough, Mr. Conman has a different mobile number. Silly me, I keyed that into his existing contact card. This new number then appeared in my what's app list. I was very upset and affected when I read the message next to his number... '生活处世法... 要真情, 不要虛情' I wanted to message him on that number to ask him to cut the crap. Then I realized I'm still very much affected by his lies and cheating for the past 4 years.

I spent some time just now, archiving all his texts and evidence. And I deleted his contact. I have to move on. With his numbers and texts in my mobile, I would always be at square 1. I pray that one day, I can speak of him without getting emotionally upset. Perhaps then, I'm completely healed.

And this will be my last PO of him. What goes around will come around.

放下不甘心，並不是說原諒他了

是放過自己...

如果心里有那麼多的不甘心

那快樂怎麼進去?