Wednesday, September 23, 2009

愛人的背叛

學生剛跟我說... 她的父親在2007年出了軌
她是從母親得知的
其實早在去年,我就已經知道了
知道的原因是希望儘管家庭有點複雜 我也要盡全力幫助學生

學生說...因為這件事,她不相信愛情了
她才15 歲...

雖然她母親為了家庭 沒有提出離婚
但她的父親也因為他的不忠,正在受懲罰...
家裡充满着不信任、猜测、争吵
被迫分房睡
面對孩子的有色眼光與不尊重
即使在家 也因該沒有家的感覺吧?
同樣是一刀,长痛不如短痛...

愛人的背叛...
你會容忍、原諒、還是離開?

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

只怕萬一...

他又在加護病房了...
昨天有夢到他
前陣子夢到他的時候,他也是在護病房里
真神奇對吧?

最近有做好心理準備
我只想做最壞的打算
只怕萬一...

Thursday, September 17, 2009

50-50...

50-50...
他生存的機率就只有50%
問他為何不留在醫院做觀察?
他應了一句 '因為我不想死在醫院...'

可能是因為最近聽到太多去世的消息吧?
朋友喜歡的對象的父親、韓語同學的阿姨突然因為癌症,都在這星期病逝了
好害怕...
信念好像一瞬間消失了...

我要繼續努力地祈禱
希望他的痛苦能減低
能為他做得也只有這樣...

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

為生命的延續加油!

今天下午他上线了,跟他聊了一會兒…
他說他情況不太樂觀,正在出血
還開玩笑說就像女人一樣每月來那一次
聽了後,心情又開始忐忑不安,七上八下…
真不知道該怎麼辦?
希望他能為生命的延續繼續加油!

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Drowning with Questions!

Lately, I was bombarded with questions from this student who will send them over via email. Initially it's still okay but recently, the number of questions tripled!

I felt I was being taken advantage of! I have to use my own personal time to solve the questions she had and given the very little precious time I had each day after work and classes... I was very frustrated!!

Thank God, not all students are like her!

Monday, September 14, 2009

i폰 왔다

My iphone is finally here... after one month's wait!
I'm now an Apple convert with my new Macbook Pro and iphone!

Woohoo!

Tuesday, September 08, 2009

Mr. M Part II

Mr. M 最近又展開邀約行動了…
他的用詞真讓我捧腹大笑數分鐘,笑到流淚!

Long time didn't catch up with u. When r u free? Met up for dinner or lunch? ... Still busy on tuition class?

Not bad, more busy on my personal thing need to settle. Waw, double the classes!! Then only able to met u after October. Now how many student? R u teaching PSLE student also? Don't too exhausted

Sure u bought a lot of things at Ion, right ? :)

How is ur students result for the previous exam, r u satisfying or not

Waw, lunch and dinner !! Sure u like shopping or food there..

Can tell that u are really enjoying teaching, if not you will not spend most of your personal time to do that. Buck up!!

流眼淚 *__*!!


… … …

剛接到他的電話
聊了一會兒,掛了電話後,我傳了個簡訊給他…
"希望你不要到鄰國工作 因為我會很想你"

他的回覆…
"就是因為這樣,我拒絕了那份工作"
讓我
甜到心裡…

Monday, September 07, 2009

平常心…

今早收到他的簡訊…
他說近期會回來
我滿腦子都是疑問…
既然在復原中,為何不多休息,還拿生命來開玩笑?
真叫人擔心苦惱!
原來他也是有自己的苦衷…

本來以為我們不會這麼快見面,所以有一點給嚇愣住了
開心期待…
但也帶點不知所措的擔心

我要保持一颗
平常心…

Saturday, September 05, 2009

Ion Orchard 쇼핑!

I spent my off day on Friday at ION, the newest retail mall in Orchard Road together with my colleagues, Hazel and Joanne.

It's huge and no surprise, we got lost several times. We were checking the directory for Mango store, uttering '芒果在哪裡?' and all of a sudden, this male China tourist behind us replied, '芒果在樓上!' Hilarious! He must have thought we were his 同志!! From that moment on, we didn't speak a word of Chinese for fear of being mistaken for Chinese tourists again.

I'm thankful because I had great company and a wonderful day 'eye-shopping'! No... I didn't give in to temptation to buy the LV wallet which I have been eyeing for a while... will save that for Christmas LOL!

I'm still waiting for pictures from Joanne, will upload them once I have received them ^^

Tuesday, September 01, 2009

해피 티처 데이!


Happy Teacher's Day! Today also marks the first day of September... time seriously flies! We are now heading into the last 4 months of 2009.

September is a busy month. Tuitions are doubling because of prelims and final year exams. Best friend's wedding is coming so there are rehearsals to attend and I'm organizing a hen party for her and 7 other jie meis...

That reminds me... I haven't got time to shop for a champagne coloured dress!